What is that one emotion that everyone mystified?

What is that one emotion that everybody seems to feel? What is that emotion that has started to make you feel jealous and envy? What is that emotion that makes enemies to friends and friends to enemies? Is that what they called LOVE. I am always questioning myself before, what does it feels like to be in love? They say that if you were in love you’ll always feels great and wonderful, you’ll always feel the sky’s limit and every good things is yours for the grasping and your dreams will be heavenly and all you can think about is the one you love and you will feel spectacular and you’ll see the stars in the sky as reachable and all nature will look more eloquent. The flowers, birds, sunsets at the beach and trees you will see as things of beauty. You will be more lovable. And to everyone you meet, you will have a smile. Because love is residing in your heart and your love is radiating out to all. I have my first love since I’m Grade 3 – Grade 6, it has started with a crush then I began to fall for him as time passes. I get butterflies every time I see him.

I can’t speak normally when I’m looking at him. I always write his name all over in my papers. I always think “if he will like my outfit?”. And I always want to look my best when I see him. I always dream about him. I feel sad all day when I don’t see him. And I always want to spend every second with him. That’s why I noticed myself that I am falling in love with him. Then I thought, so that’s what they call love. But still I’m very young to fall in love. So I stopped liking him then and now I am trying to forget that experience of love for him. So now I know what love feels. In the beginning I feel great, but now I know that love can also be very painful. That’s why until now, I am afraid to be in love.